tanjoubi omeadeto!!

well, today marks another year of my existence in this world. yay!

happy birthday to me ^^

well, my birthday may not be as classy as this...but it's still memorable.  thanks to my triplet friends ^^

my wish? very simple... 

[but i guess quite hard to achieve]

source: via meriamami

just to be happy for another whole year with my love one, families and friends, come what may.

well, and maybe one or two of these

these heel are made for walking *heee*
source: imforever16

well, maybe not for walking, i just want to own them.

till then,

xoxo

Bie

the V-day

a day after Valentine day- 

at last i managed to steal this time of the night to post something here. 

anyway, when we talked bout valentine day, most people would think it's a day where we should be lovely dovey with our love ones- boyfriend, girlfriend, mum, dad, best friends, pets...etc.  For me, there's nothing wrong with that.  Yes, it's true that we should be loving not just on this particular day.  But it's the same as birthday.  A day where we're given the chance to really celebrate and show our love to the people we really care about.  Without it, most people would forget of how precious those people are to them. we always take those who love us for granted.  V-day are here to remind us to love.

this is how i like it

but then again, V-day should be celebrate moderately. in a way that won't go against your faith...

How's my V-day then? this is the seventh year of my V-day spent apart from my hubby[sob]. Hopefully, i would no longer have to go through it alone in two years time.
 sigh...my valentine with Jwendy is still a virgin, has yet to be celebrate together.  But that does not change the fact that i love him every single day! *blush*

here's some photos of us when i went to meet him last holiday...we didn't really went out, as it rained most of the days. but it's still nice to be able to spend times with him. 
Thanks for the memories, love ^^

an attempt to be romantic *blush*

wish the baby's ours...hihi

me and his second gf- the bike

the end.

wait! on a random note

i really want 

this dress

and this sequin dress!

the end. [For real]

xoxo,

Bie.

a thousand words part 2

xoxo,

bie

he ate my heart

source heart and seoul

i wish i can do this all day long...

source thehoneybees-deactivated2010121

xoxo,

bie

super mum

finally, the day has come for me to talk about this particular topic with my mum. i'm very sure with my decision, because i'm ready. but i don't know if my parents would think the same way.  however, i believed they would understand and be happy for me as well, so with a summed up courage, i called my mum. at first, it was hard to really tell her, but when i did, all i can do was cried tears of relieved. she understand. this is the person exactly like the person i believed she would be.  

dear mum, i think you are the best mum in this world [well, i think most daughter feels that way bout their mum...ehe]

you're totally my super mum. 

all these times, i knew you are a great mum. but what happened today between us proved that you really are the best, and always will be. and for that, 

i want to thank you

1. for always understanding what i feel inside

2. for listening to me, even when i'm too choked up to speak

3. for giving me love i never knew could exist

4. for teaching me that you don't need a reason to love somebody

5. for introducing me to my faith, Jesus

6. for being happy for me and sharing your happiness as well

7. for thinking of me always and for every 'i miss you' you've said

 [i miss you as well]

8. for giving me a family i could always count on

9. for being my mum

10. simply for your existence in my life

what you said to me today means a lot to me, and i would never forget them. 

thank you mum, and thank you God, for giving me this mum.

xoxo,

bie

  

progress report

can't wait for holiday to come <3

source via subvocal

xoxo,

bie

the sweet smell of kindness

just one more paper and i'm flying off to my hometown.  am craving for my mom's cooking. so i thought while waiting i dropped a few words here [[since my last post were like a month ago]] anyway, didn't really have much to do these past few weeks as i rather stay indoor due to the blue weather.  it's always raining here and for once, i feel like my room here's equipped with air-cond. 

due to the unpredictable weather, it's best to bring umbrella along every time we walk out of the dorm. there's this one time i didn't, a few days back.  at that time it was almost 7 pm.  as usual i went down to the cafe to buy my dinner and since it didn't rain, i purposely left my umbrella. however, in just 10 mins the rain suddenly falls down without any warning. as if some one up there turned on a giant shower [[if u know what i mean]].  so i was kinda stranded at the cafe. i really hate the idea of getting wet though i can make a dash for it. 

suddenly,  woman past me by.  she was holding an umbrella and getting ready to walked away when she looked at me and smiled and she said " Jom, saya tumpangkan".   i of course accepted. if it weren't because of her, it might be still waiting there for quite some time. we parted away when i arrived at my dorm and i say thanks.  

as i watched her walked in the rain, i realized that there's still kindness in world. and we really shouldn't care to whom we're being kind to. i mean, this woman doesn't know me but she still offered to help me. she's of a different race of me, but still she lend a hand with a smile on her face. 

i'm grateful for that as these days, it's really easy to be influenced by the media and then hate each other for no solid reason. sometimes we read stories or articles and we started to think negatively bout someone. that little kindness however get rid of all that BS thoughts out of my head. so, be kind to others.  no matter who, cause a little bit of kindness won't hurt. it might what we needed to cool down the fire of hate burning in our heart.

kindness to my eyes,

bie.

  

bones.bones.bones

am crazy with bones right now.

[[and i meant the tv show]]  

i just love their witty talk, and the soundtracks as well ^^ [[try cyndi lauper, fearless]] 



the rational bones and the gut'ly booth

somehow, watching the show make me realised that behind every death, there's a sad story...


xoxo
bones eyed

the irony of life??

although it's monday again today, didn't have any class.  so, i try to organize my files in my lappy [[it's mumble-jumble in there]].  

as i browsed through my folders, i came across these [[cartoons below]] 

a friend email these to me, don't really remember when [[might be a year ago]] ... and so i thought i put it here.  some of them are really irony- but don't think to much though *wink2*

always appreciate what we have.  others might not be so lucky

 [[imagine how'd it be like to be toilet paper...eeewwww]]

drink diet coke and you'll be slim?? not...a coke is still a coke

don't try this on human literally...

[[but i guess in life people do this all the time...choose to be a bystander and watch, even when we know we can actually lend a hand]] 

hulurkan tangan, ringankan beban ^^

well, it doesn't matter what kind of trouble we are in... God will always give a sign to help us. 

ps. when life give you hell, make a heaven out of it ^^