I wish I had the power to make your dreams come true.

I wish I had the power to help you get what you want.

I wish I had the power to give you everything you want.

cause it ached me, 

when all i can do 

is watched and listened

  to the pain on your face 

and the sadness in your voice

baby, don't cry~ 

tanjoubi omeadeto!!

well, today marks another year of my existence in this world. yay!

happy birthday to me ^^

well, my birthday may not be as classy as this...but it's still memorable.  thanks to my triplet friends ^^

my wish? very simple... 

[but i guess quite hard to achieve]

source: via meriamami

just to be happy for another whole year with my love one, families and friends, come what may.

well, and maybe one or two of these

these heel are made for walking *heee*
source: imforever16

well, maybe not for walking, i just want to own them.

till then,

xoxo

Bie

the V-day

a day after Valentine day- 

at last i managed to steal this time of the night to post something here. 

anyway, when we talked bout valentine day, most people would think it's a day where we should be lovely dovey with our love ones- boyfriend, girlfriend, mum, dad, best friends, pets...etc.  For me, there's nothing wrong with that.  Yes, it's true that we should be loving not just on this particular day.  But it's the same as birthday.  A day where we're given the chance to really celebrate and show our love to the people we really care about.  Without it, most people would forget of how precious those people are to them. we always take those who love us for granted.  V-day are here to remind us to love.

this is how i like it

but then again, V-day should be celebrate moderately. in a way that won't go against your faith...

How's my V-day then? this is the seventh year of my V-day spent apart from my hubby[sob]. Hopefully, i would no longer have to go through it alone in two years time.
 sigh...my valentine with Jwendy is still a virgin, has yet to be celebrate together.  But that does not change the fact that i love him every single day! *blush*

here's some photos of us when i went to meet him last holiday...we didn't really went out, as it rained most of the days. but it's still nice to be able to spend times with him. 
Thanks for the memories, love ^^

an attempt to be romantic *blush*

wish the baby's ours...hihi

me and his second gf- the bike

the end.

wait! on a random note

i really want 

this dress

and this sequin dress!

the end. [For real]

xoxo,

Bie.

mobile quiz-a first

photo from banyakgaul

am having mobile quiz for the first time. sounds cool, but to many people sending and receiving message at time cause some of us unable to receive the quiz [me included].  but i guess it's new way to deviates from the traditional way of having quiz. in case you're wondering, mobile quiz is having quiz questions send to your mobile phone and you only have to reply to answer. but you can only do so after registering with the system. however, technology glitches are bound to happen as what i'm experiencing now [reminds me to have back up plan when there's technology involves].

sigh...wonder when will i receive my questions? huhu...

xoxo,

bie 

progress report

can't wait for holiday to come <3

source via subvocal

xoxo,

bie

motivation-give me

yes, in a real need of motivation right now.  words just won't do, hand me the motivation!! instead.  tomorrow is the last paper, but i think i can do a way better revising than this. motivation level's definitely zero. all i do is googling all day. [[ tsk...B, u r so going to regret this]].  yup, that's my inner thought speaking. not me... so, off i go for now.  gonna try opening that little notes one more times.

  

a pendrive port at my head would be nice...

bie*

the sweet smell of kindness

just one more paper and i'm flying off to my hometown.  am craving for my mom's cooking. so i thought while waiting i dropped a few words here [[since my last post were like a month ago]] anyway, didn't really have much to do these past few weeks as i rather stay indoor due to the blue weather.  it's always raining here and for once, i feel like my room here's equipped with air-cond. 

due to the unpredictable weather, it's best to bring umbrella along every time we walk out of the dorm. there's this one time i didn't, a few days back.  at that time it was almost 7 pm.  as usual i went down to the cafe to buy my dinner and since it didn't rain, i purposely left my umbrella. however, in just 10 mins the rain suddenly falls down without any warning. as if some one up there turned on a giant shower [[if u know what i mean]].  so i was kinda stranded at the cafe. i really hate the idea of getting wet though i can make a dash for it. 

suddenly,  woman past me by.  she was holding an umbrella and getting ready to walked away when she looked at me and smiled and she said " Jom, saya tumpangkan".   i of course accepted. if it weren't because of her, it might be still waiting there for quite some time. we parted away when i arrived at my dorm and i say thanks.  

as i watched her walked in the rain, i realized that there's still kindness in world. and we really shouldn't care to whom we're being kind to. i mean, this woman doesn't know me but she still offered to help me. she's of a different race of me, but still she lend a hand with a smile on her face. 

i'm grateful for that as these days, it's really easy to be influenced by the media and then hate each other for no solid reason. sometimes we read stories or articles and we started to think negatively bout someone. that little kindness however get rid of all that BS thoughts out of my head. so, be kind to others.  no matter who, cause a little bit of kindness won't hurt. it might what we needed to cool down the fire of hate burning in our heart.

kindness to my eyes,

bie.

  

have lOve

i understand that most people don't share their views in lot's of things. people argued everyday just to prove that they are the one whose right.

 [[heck, some people even killed and go to war to do that]]. 

 but it really baffles me, why [[sometimes]] people take such an extreme measure?

when i read the online newspaper today, i was shocked [[and sad at the same time]] to found news about the plan to burn Quran in Florida. is this act necessary? is the thought to do so necessary? i'm not a religious person, but i believe in God and i strongly believe there's none in His teaching that tells us to do such an act.

i am a book lover, and i considered Quran as a sacred book for the Muslims. it's has the same worth and value as the Bible is to us Christian. our faith is reflected by these books, and so does our knowledge about the world. i don't have much to say about this incident, except that i'm disappointed with those people. such books of great knowledge should never be treated that way. and those books contain nothing wrong. through those books religion teach us to do good. the result of prejudice against a religion has nothing to do with the religion itself, it's the people who tainted them. imagine how would us Christian feels if someone planned to burn our Bible. i would definitely feels sad and and most people will feel anger as no respect is shown to our holy books.

i really hope they would change their mind before it's too late. somehow, i can feel that the consequences [[if it really happened]] would bring disaster, not just at their part of the world, but all around the world. have more faith,and more love. with love and faith can only we understand more and respect more about others.    

         

[[keep the love alive]]

lovely eyed,

bie