totally random

just another random photo...but then again, it might be true.

wedding dress?

well, not my wedding dress [ehe..], but Tae Yang's. I've been listening to this song of his for quite some time. not really a big fan. i just like this particular song although i can't really relate to it as i never experience anything like that. somehow, i found myself drawn to its beat. so, enjoy it...

a new day have come

yep, my first post in 2011 [a bit late, i know]  but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! anyway ^^

hopefully, with the new year, a new curtain of another story in our life will be unfold. most of us must have our new year resolution(s) ready... wanting to lose some weight, getting a new car, be a better man and the likes.  me? as always, i only want to live another year- come what may. but more importantly, i want to know my purpose in this life.

i'll be 23 this year [that's 2 decade of living] i've done so much, some things i'm proud of, some i'm not. i went to many places, far away from home. but lately, there's one thought that always come up on my mind. Have i found my purpose? does my calling has yet to come? i know i'm studying now, to be a teacher...but is that all to my life? what exactly is my purpose? i never really give this much thought before, as i fell like life would lead me to where i'm supposed to be. now, i wish i know what my purpose is cause although i'm happy living, grateful for everything God has given me, i can't help feeling empty. there's must be more to life...i believe one day it would dawn on me. and when the day come, i just hope i'll be able to fulfill it.  

well, enough crap bout my life. i hope that you have found your purpose. and if not, don't give up in searching it.  live well, and smile for every breath you take. 

live life cool ^^

xoxo,

bie

motivation-give me

yes, in a real need of motivation right now.  words just won't do, hand me the motivation!! instead.  tomorrow is the last paper, but i think i can do a way better revising than this. motivation level's definitely zero. all i do is googling all day. [[ tsk...B, u r so going to regret this]].  yup, that's my inner thought speaking. not me... so, off i go for now.  gonna try opening that little notes one more times.

  

a pendrive port at my head would be nice...

bie*

the sweet smell of kindness

just one more paper and i'm flying off to my hometown.  am craving for my mom's cooking. so i thought while waiting i dropped a few words here [[since my last post were like a month ago]] anyway, didn't really have much to do these past few weeks as i rather stay indoor due to the blue weather.  it's always raining here and for once, i feel like my room here's equipped with air-cond. 

due to the unpredictable weather, it's best to bring umbrella along every time we walk out of the dorm. there's this one time i didn't, a few days back.  at that time it was almost 7 pm.  as usual i went down to the cafe to buy my dinner and since it didn't rain, i purposely left my umbrella. however, in just 10 mins the rain suddenly falls down without any warning. as if some one up there turned on a giant shower [[if u know what i mean]].  so i was kinda stranded at the cafe. i really hate the idea of getting wet though i can make a dash for it. 

suddenly,  woman past me by.  she was holding an umbrella and getting ready to walked away when she looked at me and smiled and she said " Jom, saya tumpangkan".   i of course accepted. if it weren't because of her, it might be still waiting there for quite some time. we parted away when i arrived at my dorm and i say thanks.  

as i watched her walked in the rain, i realized that there's still kindness in world. and we really shouldn't care to whom we're being kind to. i mean, this woman doesn't know me but she still offered to help me. she's of a different race of me, but still she lend a hand with a smile on her face. 

i'm grateful for that as these days, it's really easy to be influenced by the media and then hate each other for no solid reason. sometimes we read stories or articles and we started to think negatively bout someone. that little kindness however get rid of all that BS thoughts out of my head. so, be kind to others.  no matter who, cause a little bit of kindness won't hurt. it might what we needed to cool down the fire of hate burning in our heart.

kindness to my eyes,

bie.